Guys suck

Captains sure can mess a girls night up. I do not agree with drinking to ease stress or to forget. In fact in all context I'm highly against it because my father is an alcoholic. But as we all know the world alone is just a bunch of hypocrites; including me. When I started taking shot for shot with my bestfriend forgetting and stress was deffinantly not the motives behind it. Just wanted to get loose. Which I'm pretty sure 3/4's a fifth later is exactly how I was feeling. Only problem was the more I drank the more I thought of him and wanted to call. Him as in my "boyfriend" whom was let go of on friday from toyota, and since than has decided to not pick up my phone calls and not respond to my texts. I had restrained all day from calling or texting him and it was coming down to the last few hours of the night. We all know where this story is going I'm sure. My bestfriend took me to my other friends house and dropped me off because she was having guy problems as well. Somehow it went from her crying to her laughing to me laughing to me crying. And that's when I caved and called. To my freaking amazement he answered. I was crying telling him that what he was doing is not okay if he doesn't want to be with me than just tell me and he claimed he just wanted a weekend to himself and that he cares a lot about me and does want to be with me. I mean I totally get that you may want space and to just not talk about it, thats cool but give me the common respect of letting me know that. Especially because when we broke up (the only time we have broken up, we don't break up every week like some) a month ago his way of doing so was just not talking to me for 4 days, than me blowing up at him to the point where he said "I'm not what he needs." So obviously I compared this situation to that. With that being said let me give guys a little hint... You may think that breaking up by not talking to a girl, via text/email, or on the phone is acceptable but it's not. I understand you don't want to look like the bad guy, but it's all of the above that make you out to be the bad guy. You should always tell the girl to her face the reason why it's not working or if you just don't have those feelings anymore; she deserves at least that. Than part and go your seperate ways, you don't have to be stupid about it, this is how you get that bad guy rep. If you can be mature about the situation that right there states a lot which is exactly why at some point friendship may be a possibility depending on the damage done. Just saying though, it's ten times easier to just have that awkward conversation you'll save yourself much drama. Anyways, he started getting mad saying things like what I can't even have a weekend without seeing you. To which I responded you can have a whole freaking week if that's what you want, but tell me and don't push me away by not talking to me at all because thats just selfish. He doesnt consider anyones feelings but his own right now. I really am so confused as to what to do because he's an awesome person. But I'm just overwhelmed with the fact that I have done so much for him, and I just get slapped in the face with these stupid mind games. Mind games are ridiculous, grow up that's not a real relationship. So words were exchanged blah blah blah and I hung up. Than littl ol' me, ms.drunko decided to call him again 5 minutes later and he didn't answer. Than my dumbass chain called his phone like some psycho biiiotch would do (lol I mean yea I may not want to talk to me either if I had just hung up on you and now I'm chain calling) but thats because his answer of "I just want the weekend to myself" really didnt satisfy me it must have been something more than just that. I had talked to a mutual friend friday night and he was at a bon fire with a bunch of them. So that made me feel real good, couldn't answer any of my phone calls but has no problem answerin them for others n going out. I don't know I guess I'm just really disappointed. Todays monday and all day sunday he didn't call either. Why do guys think it's alright to do stuff like that. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE A RELATIONSHIP THAN SAY THAT.